Wooo Cooking

So I woke up at 6!! To help my mom clean and cook (because my dad never did completely fix the sink last night, lazy asshole) and finally we were able to eat, which rocked.. because I AM THE BOMB AT COOKING :D I had a lot of fun today hehe... Kinda reminded me of why holidays don't suck as much as I think they do.. thank goodness for the good times I guess.. we put up our tree today for christmas.. after mom blew almost 1000 on presents we'd better have put up that damn tree.. v_v hehe...

Shopping sucks!

So we went shopping on Black Friday... remind me never to do that again.. I mean I almost died... It was crazy... and I was used as a pack mule.. Thanks, Mom... I had to go get a new laptop charger which means I won't get my new MP3 player which sucks major ass... I've been waiting FOREVER for that thing and now thanks to my almost 90 dollar new charger cord I don't get it... but we got a lot of cool stuff.. I got a huge poster of EDWARD CULLEN.. oh hell he's hot... hehe.... but yea.. tomorrow is our family's Thanksgiving dinner... so Amber and some other peoples can come.. <3 but I guess I'll finish updating later because mother calls to perform some other kind of torture on me now

Happy Thanksgiving (aka family fight day)

So first of all Happy Thanksgiving everyone. My day sucked.. So we started out at 4AM and going to Meijer for their sale and I totally got my 4 gig flash drive that is going to be in my stocking (WOMAN I NEED IT NOW)... and we found some neat stuff for Jasmine, David, and Zona... We're doing it again tomorrow... YAY, ok, maybe not really but bleh...

Then I took a nap when we got home... when mom woke me up it was the dreaded time to go out to my grandma's for lunch... well it turned out horrible.. I mean my mom and aunt and grams were fighting and mom was crying and not eating until I forced her to... and then when we got home... we just like... blah-ed out or something crazy.. because suddenly no one was talking to each other and it was just.. like... oh-em-gee what the fuck is happening to my family?! Then mom went shopping AGAIN... we're getting up againg at 4 tomorrow morning... it's going to be a disaster...

I'm kinda hesitant... I kinda don't want this year to end... I'll miss everyone far too much... and it's just weird... it's like I'm finally getting my life together and suddenly my family is falling apart... It kinda makes me not want to be a part of it anymore... sad I know... It just hurts to get close to any of them anymore... So how was everyone elses Thanksgivings? Hope better than mine...

WOOP WOOP

Ok... so I got home today and there was this letter from the school saying my mom had to attend this little thingie or I couldn't walk when I graduated.. what the fuck?! Thats some bullshit... I mean... Crazy....

So 1st period is with Psychotic Bitch (AKA Ms. Frank) and it was as usual... crazy... walking out randomly... ordering people about.. suspending half the class for dress code violations... Just her usual self I guess

2nd was better... Ms. Davis and I ended up ganging up on poor Michael... I don't think he knew what hit him.. after I made like tons of copies.. That I didn't get to finish stappling. She always does that to me, and whoever makes these neat little baked dishes and puts them in the teachers lounge is absolutely an angel... I mean they always taste so good (yes I do taste them)...

3rd Our academic dean came in to "observe" our chinese class... it was a little weird... I'm really glad she had us watch a movie... So we didn't embarrass her I think...

4th was alright.. Erick was everywhere because Ms. Solchik wasn't here... RAWR... So I basically did nothing.. because I don't speak another language, hehe...

5th we did these speech things.. SUPER EASY.. as I've mentioned before Ms. Breyers English class is like.. the easiest class I've ever taken.. and some people wouldn't even do it! I was like.. what the fuck.. the assignment was to recite a freaking joke SHE HANDED YOU.. in front of the class... I mean easiest assignment EVER... and like 3 people refused to do it...

6th I went to the library to do this report for English that we're not technically supposed to start till next week but she let me get a head start <3

7th was photography... We were still playing with our pictures which I'm getting better at.. it's lots of fun and I can't wait to upload them to my myspace,facebook, myyearbook, vampirefreaks, and possibly put one up here... There was a fire drill so I just left and went to see Mr. Singh to get an attendance sheet thingie because I missed too many days of school

8th was finishing my kids boards for SMOGEE because they're retarded and can't do anything... they won't remember anything.. I got the stupid kids.. They annoy me so much... it really is sad, but Dixie and I finished it *YAY*

So after school I checked my email, and posted some stuff on my vampirefreaks... then dad took us out to eat at Ryan's.. hehe yea... it was good.. I'm going shopping with my mom tomorrow because of all the sales.. I have to get up at 5 AM which sucks but.. it'll be fun.. I haven't shopped with mom in FOREVER and am kinda anticipating it... wish us luck, Erick =P maybe I'll get mommy to buy you something for Christmas.. if not I'll do something special for you like write a poem or something.. writing poetry is one of my biggest hobbies hehe.. I like to think I'm pretty good at it

I'm freaking out...

So... I finally realized.. oh-em-gee I'm freaking getting out of high school this year... I mean.. what the fudge?! I'm like... ready and not ready... It's so hard to describe.. I'm kinda scared of what life is gonna be like.. weird I know... all I can think about is... "No, it can't be over.. but... but... It feels like I just started...." and I just... what once felt like I had all the time in the world... it's all gone now.. el-oh-el...

I went to the local Boys and Girls Club's annual turkey dinner tonight... I keep telling myself that I won't go next year and I always forget.... and end up going.. and tell myself once again.. "I won't come next year.. too many kids" not to mention.. the food is horrible.. I feel like baking cookies tonight... el-oh-el

So as for school.. Ms. Frank is still the same... We work, we listen, we leave and BAM 1st period is gone... like the wind

Ms. Davis is pretty cool, I really like being her helper.. I swear to you I'm meant to be a secretary or something because I love to copy papers, and be ordered around.. Kinky I know hehe...

Wu Lao Shi is alright.. I hate how she actually makes me learn stuff... well I shouldn't put it that way.. I hate how she expects me to know everything and then gets disappointed when I forget something... but I guess thats everybody, eh?

4th is my Talk To Erick time.. or TTE... I think honestly.. thats my most valued time of the day... I love how I feel I can trust Erick with anything.. He always seems so understanding and almost nonjudgemental.. It's kind of relaxing.. I've never really felt like that before... I totally believe he's my best friend

Then English.. Ms. Breyer, honestly... your class is really kind of easy... I mean for the most part you give us assignments as if we don't speak English or something.. and then you expect them due on a day and keep extending it... I mean wow

Well instead of going to lunch I go to the library which really relaxes me too. I love to be surrounded by all the books, and listen to the quiet. It's really nice, suprizingly.. It must be my solitary life coming back to me, from the split of.. Kattie...

In photography I'm actually having fun.. And I took some totally cute pics of myself.. hehe... weird because I hate taking pics of myself... but somehow I think I'm slowly gaining in confidence... oh-em-gee... I THINK I'M GETTING A SLIGHT EGO...

Then the blissed 8th period.. last and final... Hehe, I sit next to Omie... and Erick is right behind me.. I love that almost free period... I will miss it.. it's like my own little wind down time with my friends, el-oh-el.. You know what I mean Erick <3 Where we're just sitting there listening to Monique go on about her "book club" Oh yea...

Then I hit home.. and actually it's standable these days... I guess with Kattie not around to constantly compare myself to, I've finally accepted who I am.. and though I can be a bitch at times.. and most definately not the nicest person in the world.. I'm not the worst.. I'm actually a pretty ok person when I get to know myself...

Still looking for love... but who isn't? I've pretty much given up... I mean it'll get here when it wants to and if it doesn't.. Hey I still have my cats... So all in all.. I guess life is worth living after all, eh?

Fat Cat Dewie to the rescue

So my mom has suddenly turned into "Lets find our relatives on myspace!!!" and oh-em-gee how creepy it is.. she keeps telling me about who she's found and what they're into.. Like I'm going to want to get to know some relatives I haven't heard from or seen since I was like 7.. psha... but I guess it makes her happy...

So... In school today they almost made me leave the library and go to lunch.. which is horrible.. I hate going to lunch these days... all the noise and what not... I love the library.. hehe, the smell of the books, the quietness I need to concentrate on reading.. it's like SSR but better because it's double the time YAY...

So I feel my friend Erick and I have grown closer since we've had a class together again.. I like it and will miss him prolly the most when we graduate.. OH-EM-GEE I'M GRADUATING.... I can't do this... I'm not ready to be all out on my own and such..

So tomorrow is our final day to work on the poster boards with our kids at shortridge.. quite honestly I'm going to be glad when we leave... At least I won't have to hear those kids talk about me like I'm a worthless piece of crap. You know how 7th graders are...

Mom took me to taco bell tonight... It made me wish i was at Omar and Erick's.. and I was eating some of those yummy onions... hmmmmm.... I keep wishing I could hang out with them more, but they're always so busy with everything and I feel like I'm doing nothing... which I seem to be practically am.. My mom is picking up a bunch of extra shifts though and I don't have time for anything... Damn financial crisis... ruins everything..

Well I guess thats all for tonight.. well I'll be going to the doctors hopefully Wednesday because of this mystery rash... our schools doctors apparantly can't figure out why I have it.. so sad.. and to think parents trust their kids with people who can't even figure out why I have a rash. Just for everyone to know.. never to go the Tech Teen Clinic.. they're horrible.... Night my lovely not followers

v_v the weekend

So I went and seen Twilight.. hehe it was... ok.. not as good as the book but still good as a movie. I didn't actually do much this weekend. I spent the weekend baking cookies for my mom and cooking, just in general having fun. My dad tried to take me shopping today.. Totally freaked me out. el-oh-el... (yea Erick, I've stolen it from you)

And Fiona was here Friday.. hehe we attempted to spoon when going to bed, and it sorta worked.. Until I apparantly started snoring and almost pushed her out of bed. We only have 3 days next week for school and I'm really excited...

My laptop charger is jacking up and not working right. So I has to go get another one which is gonna cost me close to 100 bucks. Which sucks.. financial crisis and all but blah.. my mom said she'd try and come up with the money <3 bless her soul.

Amber's here right now hehe.. She's spending the night.. I lovers her <3

By the way.. ERICK GROSS!!!! EWWWW!!!!

Thanks, Erick

So I made a blog because I found my friend Erick's when I googled a name hehe... I've since decided to make on and update it on a daily basis. I'm in the school's library right now so yea.. I'll also be here for lunch.. I have plenty of time to blog and whatnot.. My friend Donnell is totally in love with two of his teachers.. I swear.. he just doesn't admit it yet... If you know anything about Donnell Duncan you know who he's in love with.