I'm done.. I'm tired

Ok Christmas was today... It was alright.. I got a new MP3 player... and some jammies and new blankets and cool swords.. I found out that Jasmine and Jessie were definately getting married just not over break ... It's my belief that they shouldn't be getting married and they sure as hell shouldn't have a kid.. yea I said it.. finally.. Jasmine Leigh is fucking pregnant... And it makes me angry.. and upset... and... I just want to get as far away from here as I possibly can.. I just wanna move to Montana and never come back.. Hide on a mountain and stay there forever.. I hate her.. yea I said it.. I hate her... and I hate that she's getting married and hate that she's having a kid... and mostly.. I hate how she thinks this can give her an excuse to DO WHATEVER THE FUCK SHE WANTS, GO OFF ON WHOEVER THE HELL SHE WANTS, AND BEAT PEOPLE... I fucking hate her.. Mom freaks.."Summer you can't move out! I need you, Summer... Summer, Jasmine needs you.. blah blah blah".. She doens't understand I CAN'T FUCKING TAKE THIS.. I won't.. I refuse to be trapped in this cornfield infested shit hole of a state.. give me wide open spaces, or trees... Somewhere where I can be isolated... away from all this bullshit.. I just.. I can't take it anymore.. Hell I'm so pissed I'm considering moving out to my grandma's during break and like... I don't know.. I'm even considering transferring schools.. I mean.. I fucking hate her.. I love Tech, I love you Erick.. but dammit I really can't take this.. I'm so sick and tired of this damn family DEPENDING ON ME TO MAKE EVERYTHING BETTER.. well suprise.. I fucking can't this time.. I'm not even gonna try anymore.. I'm tired of being hurt.. being fucking mentally abused... "oh lets fuck with Summer's emotions today hehe..." bitches.. I mean I love my mom don't get me wrong.. I don't know what I'd do without her sometimes.. but I'm getting ready to find out because I just can't take it anymore... I'm done... I'm just done.. I'm gonna finish out school.. then I'm getting the hell out.. I don't even care at this point if I go to college.. the need to get away from here as fast as possible is taking over my entire system.. I'm sorry Erick.. but I'm tired of not being good enough or shit.. I'm just.. tired of all this stupid bullshit Jasmine Leigh decides we must go through to make us do her every whim.. I'M FUCKING DONE... (Sorry about all the cursing whoever reads this, but I am really pissed off...)