Drama xD

So apparently it's alright for my sister to dirty up my clean kitchen, order me around like a dog. Oh, it's also apparently okay for Amber and fucking Scott to wrestle on my bed when they know thats where my laptop is, knock it off, so class cuts into the screen. No one fucking cares, and they don't even have the fucking decency to fucking tell me. I mean, it's not BADLY damaged, I can still use it, and the screen just has a little COUPLE of grooves in it. Oh and down by the bottom the silver stuff apparently cracked off. I'm scared to look at the bottom of the laptop. So fucking rude.

I'm seriously getting tired of these people just basically taking advantage of me and using me.. I mean, fuck! They sleep over here all the time because their parents won't let them, they have their own fucking bed, the least they could do is keep the fuck off my shit, but no..

And god forbid we fucking say anything to Jasmine, who by the way, pawns the kid off on fucking ANYONE just so she doesn't have to deal with him. I seriously need a job so that I can just leave.. Fuck, I'd go anywhere right now.. I'm so sick of all this bullshit, and I just keep fucking taking it because it's my family and I hate fucking being alone..

Sometimes, I don't even want to wake up. I pray that I die in my sleep so I don't have to go through one more damn day of this nut house, but I always wake up, and I always fucking take it.. Guess thats never going to change, and why should it? I'm the first born, I'm supposed to act good, and do as I'm told. I'm the perfect little angel, the one thats never hurt, the one that never cries, or cares... The invisible one.. Hehe...